realizations, conclusions and pleadings.

[is 'pleadings' i noun? why do i feel the urge to spell noun with a k at the beginning? it's a wild day, this one.]

you remind me of a friend i used to have that i took advantage of pretty awfully. i think that's why i am drawn to you, i need to feel redeemed.

even though you are very much alive, i am beginning to believe in reincarnation because of you. bits of you keep popping up in everyone i know, particularly those i care for deeply. please, i am asking you respectfully, go away.

note to self - admission of guilt is the first step to self-forgiveness.

ps. i'd like to thank "p.s. greetings" for charging $1 for a card and printing on the back that it costs $3.25, thereby giving the impression that i am less cheap than i truly am.

in conclusion, you are appreciated, more than that-you are loved.